HOW MANY YEARS YOU NEED TO FINISH OFF A SMILE??
Strange..Six long years you struggled to stop someone from smiling. Invested a good 2190 days from your life to do such a meaningless mission. God watched there from above and he must have surprised after seeing how his creations behave holding a golden name plate of arrogance.
Divided from Atlantic to Pacific, from Indian Ocean to the Caribbean how people have placed Nicaraguan Volcanoes all around our earthen territories. Who screams and sledges from my immediate Garden Wall. Is that the same newsreader who criticizes civilians of this world as he reads his English news only for ELITE. May be for Ambanis or for Tatas or for British, forgetting that Britishers even find mistakes and accent problems in his news anchoring.. I know there grows a volcano even in me but it is better to read a Tagore than encountering with the clinically illiterate pretenders..
In six long years i have learned that i need to protect my inner smile, my conscience from intruders. If i smile i know there waits a shadow to destroy it and on the whole someone has told me that if i smile he will finish off that in a fraction of a second right under the watchful God who sits and watches the silly action dramas of all his creations from the skies above. Along with my God even i wonder even after destroying the otherwise pleasant appearance of my planet what for this people struggle now.
On beneficial divides modern Gandhes paint their colours of prejudice across my planet There on the days, after a mega show a quote on compassion and kindness made no difference as i don't believe in billed favours.
In cross culture boxes i found not a cross or a bible but a sting lens and a few accessories which can dissect human heart. At the end, those instruments sliced my earthen smile into tiny fragments which i cannot re-assemble now. Forget that adulterated quote of compassion i found last from that attractive box which gifted me a frozen strangeness and when i looked for my reflection in that mirror i know i find not the real me.
Strange things happen in life and time will not always heal wounds and can cause more injuries at times against billed favours.
In 2190 days i wonder how i changed like this but i know i can find more peace in myself than the conflicts i have faced while trying to preserve my smile...
Yes in 2190 days i fought against billed favours and i should not sit and cry because i have fought for my conscience not for billed favors...