EARTHEN VIEW
It is true that i was rude against many rude situations and the human in me tried to overpower the god in me, goodness in me. Several times it happened and i was totally devastated and disappointed on the outer situations, humiliations and even on my own rude reactions It is difficult at times to reason out when my tender words were offered with a gift of color hurt and my philosophical offerings were treated as tricks and games and my retaliations were rewarded with snakey sledges. My haunted and stung soul was in pain and when the pain was uncontrollable it is true that i wished some kind of pain to my detractors but never thought of finishing off anything, anyone. Deep inside me i always wanted to create, create something like the mystic soothing poems of Tagore but ended up with a mix of rude-mystic creations.
My outer self has caused a lot of damage to my inner self and to many situations around me. . My outer self needs to tender an apology to my own inner self for retaliating rudely against situations.My outer self needs to tender an apology to my own inner self for trying to overpower the god, goodness in me..
It is true that i was rude against many rude situations and the human in me tried to overpower the god in me, goodness in me. Several times it happened and i was totally devastated and disappointed on the outer situations, humiliations and even on my own rude reactions It is difficult at times to reason out when my tender words were offered with a gift of color hurt and my philosophical offerings were treated as tricks and games and my retaliations were rewarded with snakey sledges. My haunted and stung soul was in pain and when the pain was uncontrollable it is true that i wished some kind of pain to my detractors but never thought of finishing off anything, anyone. Deep inside me i always wanted to create, create something like the mystic soothing poems of Tagore but ended up with a mix of rude-mystic creations.
My outer self has caused a lot of damage to my inner self and to many situations around me. . My outer self needs to tender an apology to my own inner self for retaliating rudely against situations.My outer self needs to tender an apology to my own inner self for trying to overpower the god, goodness in me..