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It is true that i was rude against many rude situations and the human in me tried to overpower the god in me, goodness in me. Several times it happened and i was totally devastated and disappointed on the outer situations, humiliations and even on my own rude reactions  It is difficult at times to reason out when my tender words were offered with a gift of color hurt and my philosophical offerings were treated as tricks and games and my retaliations were  rewarded with snakey sledges. My haunted and stung soul was in pain and when the pain was uncontrollable it is true that i wished some kind of pain  to my detractors but never thought of finishing off anything, anyone. Deep inside me i always wanted to create, create something like the mystic soothing poems of Tagore but ended up with a mix of rude-mystic creations.

My outer self has caused a lot of damage to my inner self and to many situations around me. . My outer self needs to tender an apology to my own inner self for retaliating rudely against situations.My outer self needs to tender an apology to my own inner self for trying to overpower the god, goodness in me..

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I don't know when i learned the first alphabet of cynicism . Few years ago, when i was in deep pain on my mother's demise someone gave a lecture on a Tamil Nadu Former Leader. I didn't understand that but later learnt how cynic the underlying meaning of that lecture. Later on many occasions it happened and when i recollected the events i learned it as the secret cynic codes of  the people who claim as developed and enlightened..

Meera has told me on the collective time bound river bound cynicism and i tried to  re-assess the whole schemes and  realized it very difficult a task to withstand the trumpets of a silent cynic..

Later in the evening i read few news papers.. Gouri sent me a mail and she attached a clipping she got from one cynic blog...

I read about you,
hear about you Saritha
You  a Kashmiri Apple in my eye
A cherry blossom, a rose
a desert fruit
You did not spend 70 crores
for a honeymoon in Spain
but spent only a few lacks for your
luxuries
70 crores to 7 crores
our law should not be too mean
I read about you hear about you Saritha
You a Kashmiri Apple in my eye....

I know from my heart that cynicism is not healthy. It is not that you hurt me  with a cynic comment and think that should be the ultimate end. When you are a cynic you cannot complain about the cynic reactions of other human beings. Be the change first instead of reforming others that is what Gandhi said..

River bound , Time bound...... cynicism is not my cup of coffee...but if someone forces me to take  a juice of cynicism my heart relishes  not. .and you know it is not a crime...



Jai Hind.....

EARTHEN VIEW
(By Gayatri Nambiar)

 

One of our political leaders said today that Politics should not be a blocking stone in the path of Development.  Politicians in general speak no truth and he is no different. He is the same leader utilised   all his political power to chase out the ones who spoke against him. He never thought of any development at that point of time. He played only politics and the development of only his corrupt and poisonous ego. After seeing his silent espionage and escapades this statement of him never came as a surprise. He changed his colours according to his own conveniences like a  true politician.  After chasing out all his opponents in the most brutal way by misusing power he did not have any guilty conscience to speak in front of a crowd that Politics should not stand in front of the development of a country. He has already  developed  and nurtured his  personal interests on his corrupt ego  ahead of nation and like any other average politician he gave a noble speech after successfully fooling the entire nation and the state he represents. . Infact once i thought of this leader as a true enlightened soul but after seeing his brutal silent espionage and brutal  political finishing off tactics and his mean and low corruption promotions, i changed  my opinion. Now if he speaks about development ahead of politics i look at him like any other politician because he never followed that principle in his life. Sadly even he started loving the chair, more than real development of the nation.. 

Jai Hind...